Nitra, I don't normally reply to these, but this should really have been in a PM to Slix and Evergreenn, I don't recall ever reading anything about you being angry (I don't read adoptables that much), but how can you say you hate Poliwager over the fact your computer broke just before the event was made easier. That was just coincidence, not Poliwagers fault.
I can understand the anger you can feel when you break a computer (I once put my fist through my laptop
) but blaming something else (like Poliwager) because it carried on with its event as planned isn't something to penalize it for. This forum and its adoptables section are great.
A computer can be replaced and then you could have been back up a participating in other competitions, not hating something that had nothing to do with the initial problem.
I don't understand why you are leaving? You say it is 'now tied for my favorite pokemon site' but you are leaving regardless, to us that would seem that it isn't one of your favorite sites and this is a half hearted apology. Perhaps you're afraid of what people will say? How they will judge your recent behaviour? Believe me we all have enough in our own lives to worry about one little spat of anger.
You've had a rough few months with Poliwager, everyone has or will have eventually, its a part of life. You talk to the same people all the time your bound to clash once or twice, there's no escaping that. Poliwager has much to offer and I'm sure the other members here won't hold the last few months against you. I'm unsure as to whether you've had warnings for the Moderation team before but if not then I can't see you being banned over this (Slix's decision however), if they were to ban you they'd have done it by now.
This happened, if it were me I'd send an apology to Slix and Evergreenn for the way you've acted, draw a line under it and move on, much more important things going on in the world right now.
You are young and have much to learn in life, running away from your problems (even those on here) won't solve anything, better off facing them. Just my opinion but take it how you will.
If you do decide to leave, all the best for the future.
PS: The above also applies to Audrey729.